I awoke at 4am and took the pregnancy test. I’m not pregnant. I contacted Kyle who was relieved and also disappointed. I felt the same way. We were both disappointed because we both want kids and to start a family. We were both relieved because it was very early in the relationship to have a kid. Then I realized that I’d probably be a really shitty mother due to my moods and my depression issues. That’s when I realized I was depressed. In fact, I stayed in bed for most of the day.
Around 9:00am I got a call from my principal. She told me that they were having something important and I would need to come and set up my classroom by Wednesday. Well, at least I’d have it done and not have to worry about it when school starts.
I honestly couldn’t say how I spent the day. I really didn’t do anything and was just miserable.
Money – no
Relationships – yes
Meditation – no
Mood – depressed