I spent the day getting stuff done. I took one cat to the vet to update her shots. Then I took both cats to my mom’s house. She was kind enough to watch them wile I was gone. I stayed to eat lunch with them. My youngest sister and my niece were also visiting, so it was nice to see them again, albeit briefly.
When I got home, all motivation to pack was gone. I talked to Kyle, who said he missed me, which was sweet. The big problem was that I really had no desire to go to the camping/hiking event this year. I had the time and the money, so I decided to go. And there would also be a few friends that I’d see when I’m there, but that just didn’t seem like a good enough reason to go. I had so many people whose friendship I questioned and no one to hike with. Somehow Kyle motivated me anyway and I was completely packed by 9:00pm.
After that, I spent two hours completing two job applications for teaching jobs near where Kyle lives. We had already decided that we would need to move in together eventually. We made a deal. I’d apply for teaching jobs where he lives. If I got them, I’d move there. If not, he’d find a job where I am and move here. Besides, I wouldn’t mind a more stable job. Given the fact that my job was almost cut this year, it wouldn’t hurt to look into other options. Logically, it seemed a bit soon in our relationship to talk about moving in together. However, every other part of me was fine with this, so I went ahead and applied for those jobs.
Relationships – yes
Meditation – yes
Mood – Lethargic, stressed, slightly down