I hit the snooze repeatedly and ended up getting up incredibly late again. I made it to work on time. I didn’t have all my classes today due to various field trips. I finished the rest of my grading done. I also continued working on by book again.
Throughout the day, I continued to talk to Carl. I still can’t get over how sweet he is. He seems to have the highest opinion of me and says the nicest things. I also kept listening to the song he sent me. I don’t know what it was about it, but every time it was over, I wanted to listen again. Was it just listening to his voice, the words of the song, or just the fact that he sung so well? I couldn’t figure it out, but it seemed to touch my soul every time I heard his voice. I was going very fast and it still scared the shit of out of me.
After work, I had plans to go for an evening hike. I ended up deciding to cancel my plans so I could catch up on sleep. Then I never ended up going to sleep because Carl and I ended up talking more. We covered so many topics! I ended up getting to sleep late yet again.
Meditation – none
Mood – Neutral. I was neither happy nor sad. The only thing was the powerful feeling of longing in my chest and wanting to be with Carl.