March 11, 2016

Last night I dreamed I was at a party with Diego and my ex-husband, Tim. Tim started talking to Diego and it looked like they were starting to become really good friends. Meanwhile, Tim found a guy he thought was my boyfriend and started treating him like shit. I remember watching the whole thing with extreme amusement. I was unable to tip off Diego as to who Tim was since Tim never left his side. I woke up before I could see what happened when Tim found out that I was actually dating Diego. I wondered what the dream meant.

I got halfway to work today and felt rather ill. I was nauseous, had bad stomach problems, and felt light headed. I sent an email to my principal and took the next train home. When I got there, I tried to sleep, but I oddly started feeling better. I got up and got some stuff done. I seemed oddly sensitive to smells today. My bedroom smelled like wet fur. My kitchen smelled like rotting vegetables. My bathroom, of course, smelled like cat pee. And last night I had a horrible headache. I tend not to get headaches either. ┬áI wondered what it all meant. If I didn’t currently have my period, I might consider the possibility of pregnancy. I haven’t had any condom accidents or breakages, but there’s always a slight chance. I looked it up online and the only thing that seems to cause all of these symptoms is pregnancy. But, like I said, I can’t be pregnant. I have my period. It must be some weird strain of the flu or something. I have been overly tired lately. I’m probably just fighting off some kind of bug.

Advertisements

March 10, 2016

It has been a while since I posted last. Things seem to be going pretty well in my life currently. I am slowly paying off my debts. My job is fine, just like if has been. I have been spending a lot of my spare time turning the last year’s blog into a book, complete with the steps I took to improve my happiness every month. My divorce paperwork has been filed and I am just waiting for the judge’s decision. I am still with Diego. There have been a few times where we almost broke up for a number of reasons. He treats me better now and I don’t feel like he’s using me for sex. I truly think he was clueless about how to treat women since he revealed to me that I’m only his second girlfriend. I do not obsess about our relationship, but merely see it as one aspect of a very full and busy life.

I’m spending most of my time and energy on another writing project. I’m transforming my life in a different way in my new blog. I will not be promoting it here. For the first time ever, I am blogging under my own name, so I don’t want to give out my identity.

I really haven’t updated this blog for several reasons. The first is that my life is going quite well and I don’t feel the need to blog about my latest dramas because there aren’t many. I have also been busy what with turning this blog into a book and focusing on my new blog and my other type of transformation there. I hope all of you, my ┬áreaders, are doing well. I do miss hearing from you!