I had a difficult time getting up again. I was planning on showering, but didn’t have enough time. Diego and I took my usual, earlier train. He had to work earlier and later than usual today. We enjoyed each other greatly on the train. We held hands the whole time. Diego often mentions people that look at us and mention that some of them give us dirty looks. I haven’t seen them, but that doesn’t mean they’re not there. Maybe he’s more sensitive to it than I am. Or maybe he cares more about it than I do.
I’m not sure what happened, but like yesterday, my students were more difficult to deal with than usual. I did my best to have fun with my classes, but many of them really didn’t go very well. I’m not sure why, but their behavior was worse than usual. I would have been glad to have been done, but then I had rehearsal for my dance production. While stressful, I got a lot accomplished, so I felt pretty good about that. Even so, I was glad when the students left. Then I had a meeting with a parent that lasted close to an hour. I was grateful to be done with work and ended up on a train that was packed so full that I ended up squished into a two-seat set with a larger man. I felt uncomfortably close to him and had to put off my knitting.
When I got home, I had no energy for anything, so I just worked on my knitting until I was ready for sleep.
Today I gave up the idea that I needed to eat every meal.
Today I’m grateful that I had a good rehearsal, I got through the day, and had a good meeting with a parent that could go horribly wrong.
I did no kindnesses that I could think of.
I spent 30 minutes in nature.
I spent about $5.75 on parking and $18 on food.
I slept for about 6 hours last night.
I did not meditate today.
I exercised for 30 minutes today.
I did not follow my diet today.
I did not clean or straighten today.
I was not showered and did not brush my teeth today.
I was in a neutral mood today. My temperament was good.