January 11, 2016

I awoke before my alarm. I tried to meditate in bed again, but it didn’t work. Nonetheless, I managed to get out of bed, get showered, brush my teeth, and do everything I typically would like to do in the morning. I was running a bit late because of it, so I decided to take Diego’s train. I saw him in the morning, but he didn’t look good at all. He was staring blankly and slept a lot of our trip. He didn’t even really kiss me goodbye. I was worried about him, but figured it would be officious of me to tell him what to do. I hoped he would take the time off of work to get better. I got my wish. He was feeling so badly at the bottom of the stairs at the station, that he took the elevator up and went home.  I felt bad that he felt so poorly, but was glad he was taking care of himself.

I had a good day, but I felt discontented the whole duration of the day. I mostly kept my students busy while I completed other things that I needed to get done. Of course, I could claim how what they were doing was educational, using all of the educational jargon, but I knew nobody would ask. Nobody ever does. Diego asked me to pick him up some food and medicine on my way home. I was happy to help him any way that I could. Either I misunderstood or he managed to get them another way, because he later texted me thanking me but stating that he didn’t need it.

On the trip home, I continued my latest knitting project while listening to an audio book. I think I may be addicted to both of them because I continued knitting while listening to the audio book after I got home, ignoring the many other things I should have done instead. I texted Diego. He had slept most of the day and wished me a good night.

Today I gave up the idea that I could do something nice for Diego.

Today I’m grateful that I got stuff done at work, that I got more done on my knitting project, and that I completed more of my audio book.

I did no acts of kindness that I know of.

I spent 30 minutes in nature.

I spent about $5.75 on parking and $7 on food.

I slept for about 8 hours last night.

I did not meditate today.

I exercised for 30 minutes today.

I did not follow my diet today.

I did not clean or straighten today.

I was showered but did not brush my teeth today.

I was in a good mood today. My temperament was good.


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