September 13, 2015

I had to be up early today. A friend of mine had convinced me to take a trail maintenance class to see what I’d have to do if I actually chose to maintain a trail. It turned out that I learned more than I thought with that trail crew. The main thing I learned was to what extent I would take care of the trail and what I have to report to my supervisor to have someone else take care of. There were two guys there. One I had gone to high school with his older brother (and had a huge crush on him the entire time I was there, but I didn’t mention that). The other one seemed a bit older than me. I immediately found myself back in my old ways and started thinking which one I would want if I could have both and fancied that the older one liked me because he kept looking at me. As such, I was disappointed when we left and neither had asked for my contact information. That’s what I get for going back to my old ways and expecting things!

When I got home I again felt lonely because my expectations weren’t met. I unfriended a few people on Facebook who I no longer considered friends, including my ex-husband. When I get the money together for a divorce I know how to find him. I wasted at least 3 hours on there. I didn’t even get to bed on time because of it. I stayed up later than I intended and went to bed too late to get a full night’s sleep.


Nature: I did not spend time in nature today.

Finances: I spent $10 on gas, $5 on tolls, and $6 on groceries.

Socialize: I spent time with people taking the class.

Sleep: I slept for 7.5 hours.

Meditate: I did not meditate today.

Exercise: I did not exercise today.

Diet: I did not follow my diet today.

Clean/de-clutter: I did nothing

Hygiene: I did neither today

Mood and temperament: My mood was decent, but went downhill nearer the end of the day.  My temperament was good.


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