I had brunch with a bunch of friends. They’re about an hour away now, so that’s not too far. It was good getting to hang out with them, but I couldn’t keep my mind off of my preparations for my camping/hiking trip. It was my first time hanging out with people and I couldn’t keep my mind on them. I tried to focus on what I they were saying. It turns out I live rather close to Christine. I mentioned it and she said that she lives a half hour away, so she’s not that close. It really disappointed me because I had looked forward to hanging out with her more often since she was closer.
Dan was in the area so he came over. We sat and watched movies. It was the best way to get him to shut up. I know that sounds very mean, but he can be very annoying. He offered me some pot to smoke, but I found myself coming up with excuses not to smoke it. I wondered if I had finally grown up enough to not want it. I think it was also partially that I didn’t want to sleep with him again. Don’t get me wrong, I would love to have sex with someone. I’ve been especially wanting it this past week. However, I should not have it with Dan. I have a feeling he’s still stuck on me and the last thing I need to do is give him the wrong idea. He asked to stay over. I was thankful that I had cleaned enough that there would be room to use the pull-out couch! Nothing happened with the two of us, so I guess my mission was accomplished.
Relationships: I hung out with a group of friends and later Dan.
Meditation: I did not meditate today.
Sleep: I slept 6 hours last night.
Exercise: I did no exercise
Diet: I followed my diet well today.
De-cluttering and cleaning: I did neither
Hygiene: I showered, but did not brush my teeth.
Mood and temperament: My mood varied given everything that happened today. My temperament was good.