Today my dad and step-mom had some plans for me, but my sunburn hurt so badly that I told them I just wanted to stay inside. I was feeling off. After lunch, I went go take a nap. I lay there, somewhere in between asleep and awake for an amount of time that was difficult to discern. It might have been minutes. It might have been hours. I finally did fall asleep. When I woke up, I used the bathroom and laid back down again. Almost immediately I was in my state of in between again, with random images flashing through my head. This whole thing lasted over 3 hours, but I am unaware of how many I actually slept.
We went out to dinner with some of their friends. I also discovered that Bryan un-friended me on facebook. I suppose it was to be expected. Maybe he was having a difficult time sticking to his resolution of keeping away from me because he likes how I make him feel too much. I am at the point where I have to laugh about that line of reasoning, so I guess that’s good!. Well, that’s what I’m telling myself happened anyway. It shouldn’t have, but it hurt a tiny bit. To make myself feel better, I messaged Frank. I wondered if initiating chatting with him two days in a row was too much. But our camping trip will come soon enough. I just hope he likes the person he gets to know. I have so many flaws. While my body isn’t ideal, I’m still pretty. Hopefully that’ll make up for my personality flaws.
Relationships: I spent time with my dad and step-mom
Meditation: I did not meditate today.
Sleep: I slept 6 hours last night.
Exercise: I did no exercise
Diet: I followed my diet very well today.
De-cluttering and cleaning: n/a, I’m still not home.
Hygiene: I showered today.
Mood and temperament: My mood shifted a lot, but I wasn’t depressed. I was content for most of the day, but it fluctuated a lot in the evening. My temperament was also good.