July 14, 2015

Today my dad and step-mom had some plans for me, but my sunburn hurt so badly that I told them I just wanted to stay inside.  I was feeling off.  After lunch, I went go take a nap.  I lay there, somewhere in between asleep and awake for an amount of time that was difficult to discern.  It might have been minutes.  It might have been hours.  I finally did fall asleep.  When I woke up, I used the bathroom and laid back down again. Almost immediately I was in my state of in between again, with random images flashing through my head.  This whole thing lasted over 3 hours, but I am unaware of how many I actually slept.

We went out to dinner with some of their friends.  I also discovered that Bryan un-friended me on facebook.  I suppose it was to be expected.  Maybe he was having a difficult time sticking to his resolution of keeping away from me because he likes how I make him feel too much.  I am at the point where I have to laugh about that line of reasoning, so I guess that’s good!.  Well, that’s what I’m telling myself happened anyway.  It shouldn’t have, but it hurt a tiny bit.  To make myself feel better, I messaged Frank.  I wondered if initiating chatting with him two days in a row was too much.   But our camping trip will come soon enough.  I just hope he likes the person he gets to know.  I have so many flaws.  While my body isn’t ideal, I’m still pretty.  Hopefully that’ll make up for my personality flaws.


Relationships: I spent time with my dad and step-mom

Meditation:  I did not meditate today.

Sleep: I slept 6 hours last night.

Exercise:  I did no exercise

Diet: I followed my diet very well today.

De-cluttering and cleaning: n/a, I’m still not home.

Hygiene:  I showered today.

Mood and temperament: My mood shifted a lot, but I wasn’t depressed.  I was content for most of the day, but it fluctuated a lot in the evening.  My temperament was also good.


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