June 18, 2015

Things are nearing the end of my school year.  As such I am hoping that I will be able to blog on a daily basis again.  I am looking forward to all the free time I will have to spend on the various projects that I have going on in my life.  Maybe it’s sad, but I created a schedule for my days off.  I have so much I want to do this summer.  I want to finish some craft projects.  I want to pack up my things to move.  I want to find a place to move and move there.  I want to eat right and exercise.  I want to work on writing my book.  I want to visit my friends and family.  I just hope I can accomplish all that I want to accomplish.

I talked to Oliver again tonight.  It’s funny but every few days I seem to get worried about things with him.  This time I realized he seems too good to be true.  Then I realized that every time I mentioned something, he is usually the one who gets excited because it’s something that we both have in common.  Maybe he truly shares those things, but I started to worry that he was just faking it for some weird reason.  I asked him about it and he was very convincing.  He sounded so surprised that I said he sounded too good to be true that I left it at that.  Why do I go through this every time I meet a guy?  Why can’t I just let “good enough” alone?

I also started noticing that all of the things I had hoped to improve each month is starting to become a long list.  I had initially hoped that I would take each month and each thing would become a habit.  I thought that I wouldn’t have to work to do everything each month.  Now I wonder if it’s going to overwhelm me by December.  There’s only one way to find out!

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Meditation: I meditated today.

Sleep: I slept 5 hours tonight.

Exercise:  None

Diet: I followed my diet somewhat.  There were just too many sweet things at work to eat.  And I ate a lot of them.

De-cluttering and cleaning:  I cleaned and de-cluttered a lot this evening.

Hygiene:  I was not showered or brushed my teeth today.

Mood and temperament:  My mood was good today.

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