Things are nearing the end of my school year. As such I am hoping that I will be able to blog on a daily basis again. I am looking forward to all the free time I will have to spend on the various projects that I have going on in my life. Maybe it’s sad, but I created a schedule for my days off. I have so much I want to do this summer. I want to finish some craft projects. I want to pack up my things to move. I want to find a place to move and move there. I want to eat right and exercise. I want to work on writing my book. I want to visit my friends and family. I just hope I can accomplish all that I want to accomplish.
I talked to Oliver again tonight. It’s funny but every few days I seem to get worried about things with him. This time I realized he seems too good to be true. Then I realized that every time I mentioned something, he is usually the one who gets excited because it’s something that we both have in common. Maybe he truly shares those things, but I started to worry that he was just faking it for some weird reason. I asked him about it and he was very convincing. He sounded so surprised that I said he sounded too good to be true that I left it at that. Why do I go through this every time I meet a guy? Why can’t I just let “good enough” alone?
I also started noticing that all of the things I had hoped to improve each month is starting to become a long list. I had initially hoped that I would take each month and each thing would become a habit. I thought that I wouldn’t have to work to do everything each month. Now I wonder if it’s going to overwhelm me by December. There’s only one way to find out!
Meditation: I meditated today.
Sleep: I slept 5 hours tonight.
Diet: I followed my diet somewhat. There were just too many sweet things at work to eat. And I ate a lot of them.
De-cluttering and cleaning: I cleaned and de-cluttered a lot this evening.
Hygiene: I was not showered or brushed my teeth today.
Mood and temperament: My mood was good today.