February 15, 2015

I awoke early and decided to attend an early morning meditation that I had been invited to. The effect on me was almost immediate. Maybe 15 minutes into the meditation, I felt a love for all humanity welling up inside my chest. The meditation itself lasted two hours, so by the end I was getting antsy.  It was EXACTLY what I needed to break myself from the addiction I was starting to form. I don’t know exactly how to put it, but connecting with myself, with the divine, really allowed me to get that feeling from another source. I just need to be able to get those feelings elsewhere in my life to avoid getting addicted to Bryan.

I went over to his place in the afternoon. He cooked me dinner and we snuggled together watching a movie. Once the movie was over we had some long, good discussions on abstract concepts. It was a REALLY good night and ended with good sex.

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Decluttering and cleaning: I de-cluttered, but did not have a chance to clean in between the meditation and the time when I had to leave for Bryan’s place.

Hygiene: I brushed my teeth today and showered yesterday.

Mood and temperament: I was very happy, yet tired during the day and very content in the evening.

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