February 1, 2015

I don’t understand why, but I seem to be remembering my dreams a lot lately.  In this dream, I was at some event at a hotel or a college.  It was difficult at times to tell which.  At one point, a guy grabbed something out of my hand and lingered with his fingers on top of mine as he took it from me.  I looked up at him and he kissed me.  I thought about Bryan, but for some reason thought this would be okay.  Then maybe a half hour later my friend Will kissed me right in front of the first guy i kissed.  There had been a lot of sexual tension between me and Will in the past, but I haven’t seen him in years. Then I found myself having sex with my ex-husband in a public place.  I haven’t dreamed of him in years.  Later on, we were caught naked by a young boy that was around 10 years old.  The man who looked like my ex-husband acted nothing like him and insisted that it was fine and tried to have sex with me again.  My second dream involved me and a few other people searching around my apartment building.  The initial reason was we were suppose to be counting doors or apartments or something.  I ended up discovering much more.  There was a fruit and vegetable stand one of the floors.  And the little kid who was accompanying us was playing with a door to the old dumb-waiter in the basement when we opened it and discovered a well-furnished room where men were sitting, smoking, and playing a game like poker.  There were also working washing machines in there.  The decor was purple with great spots.  I also discovered several different sets of stairs when I had to run from them after they discovered me. I managed to elude them when I found a staircase so narrow that it really only fit one person at a time. My dreams keep getting weirder.  I wonder if there is some meaning to them or they are just random manifestations of my sub-conscious.

I mostly stayed at home.  I have no interest in sports and did not attend the one superbowl party I was invited to.  I had planned to get a lot done today, but I ended up getting distracted by one project I had to do.  It shouldn’t have taken most of the day to complete, but I messed it up and had to start over again.  That was VERY frustrating. I really ignored everything else that I had to do to finish this project, even though it was not necessary to finish today.

I slept in until 9:30. Being one of those rare creatures known as “early birds”, I am usually awake by 7:00 at the latest. Even on weekends. I was tired all day and feeling slightly sick again. My back pain was still bad today. I had great difficulty scooping the cat litter this morning. I can’t wait until the oncoming storm arrives so my pain will go away!


De-cluttering and cleaning:  I de-cluttered for 15 minutes.  All it really did was allow me to get my living room into decent shape. I did not clean anything today.

Hygiene: I did not shower or brush my teeth today.

Mood and temperament:  I felt pretty blah today.  I interacted with nobody, so temperament wasn’t really an issue today.


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