January 14, 2015

I was surprised to hear from Bryan again this morning.  His ex-wife called last minute and offered to watch the kids today rather than tomorrow, so he made plans to hang out with me again.  I invited him over to my place, but not for the reason one would think.  It meant that I would have more time to get stuff done around the apartment and could still run an errand while he was there with me.  I was proud that within a half hour of getting home from the chiropractor my apartment was in decent shape.  It wasn’t perfect, but definitely company-ready.

When he got here, we sat on my couch discussing what we were going to do.  Then he just kissed me.  I was surprised again, but it was nice.  It was nice that someone not only wanted to kiss me, but also had the balls to take the initiative. He told me that he enjoyed kissing me the night before and that he felt bad that we had to cut it short.  Seeing that I thought I was the one that cut it short, I explained what I thought I had done.  It was sweet that he said that.

We went for a walk to the pharmacy.  I needed to refill my thyroid medication.  Unfortunately, I didn’t have any refills left.

The rest of the night went REALLY well.  We made out for a long time.  I really liked kissing him.  Maybe it was because I was horny.  The point where he was supposed to go to pick up his kids came.  He told me he didn’t want to leave.  We continued to make out and were almost about to have sex when he had to stop.  I wondered if I was just going too fast for him.  Or it could just be that he was upset that he was shirking his responsibility to his children.  Or it could be that he was not over his ex-wife who was the last person he slept with.  Oddly, I wasn’t that worried about it.  I talked to him about it.  He was super apologetic and asked me for another chance.  I told him that if he’s not over his ex, I didn’t have any interest in seeing him again.  He told me that he was completely over his ex, so I agreed to meet him again.  He seemed extremely sorry about it.  I wasn’t too worried about it, though, unless it became a habit.  I also wondered if maybe I shouldn’t have moved so fast with him.

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Hygiene – I showered today, but did not brush my teeth.

Mood and temperament – My mood was quite good, but I definitely snapped at a few students who refused to listen to me the first few times I asked them to do something.

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